YESTERDAY'S GONE

December 25, 2008

thurs 11/12: went to help out at wrk even thou its my off day. mood was totally affected but i tried my best to nt think bout it. evry1 wanted to cheer me up, i could tel dey are tryin their very best, such as asking me for a movie or drink. thank you guys, i reali appreciate it. so we went for a drink at balcony aft wrk. we talked abt everything under e sun, & of cos e topics stil includes my love life.


they told me i deserve a better one, treat it as a lesson learnt. yeah i will try. now im just a girl lost in e streets, don't know wher im headin to, lookin for & what to do. jus wonderin ard, 走一步算一步. no hopes for e future, no dreams no nothing. just hope time wil heals, 不然我真的很辛苦. seeing things that reminds me of him, its just tearing my heart apart. i've decided to kept them in one huge storage box, jus like wad my dear sam says, & if one day wen i take dem out & hav a look, & i feel nothing abt it, just memories, this means im getting over it. i wish this day will come soon. i don't wan my frns to b worry abt me. i don't wan rachel to be in such a state too. all i can say to myself now is 加油! 明天会更好!


anyway thanks to melo for e small delicacies & sweet pyjamas u got for me. i hope u guys like e gingerbread man, must eat k? (=

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